Porn-addicted pastors in the pulpit
Former pastor Jody Burgin (now with Dynamic Living for Men) preached sexual purity in church, but couldn’t stop surfing for porn at home.
I’m shocked…SHOCKED that there are good Christian leaders that are ardent consumers of porn. Who knew? There’s a lot of beastly things going on in this article. It’s hard to feel sorry for these hypocrites. It’s a long article worth reading in World Magazine.
This particular pastor blames life stressors for undoing his ability to compartmentalize his two lives. Oh, so if he hadn’t been found out by his wife and outed, he would have just continued his bible beating and guilt-mongering at his parishioners about porn each week.
Jody Burgin drawls with melodious deliberation, littering conversations with first-name references as if every stranger were an old friend. “Hey John,” he might say in a first meeting. “Let me tell you something.”
Folks find Mr. Burgin’s accessible personality easy to trust, his counsel easy to revere, his authenticity easy to believe. For 20 years, churchgoers first in Birmingham, Ala., and then Cincinnati, Ohio, trusted, revered, and believed the impeccable reputation Mr. Burgin built from his pulpit. But beneath the thick varnish of smooth oration and doctrinally sound sermons, this conservative pastor secretly harbored a monster. “I was a master of duplicity,” he said.
Six years ago, the shadow-dwelling beast got out; Mr. Burgin was addicted to internet pornography. For the entirety of his ministry and even before, Mr. Burgin tumbled silently through a cycle of shame, repentance, and broken vows. Seasons of apparent victory collapsed in times of stress, when the comfort of habit proved too difficult to resist. Despite a guilt-ridden conscience, Mr. Burgin often preached on sexual purity, slogging through such sermons undetected. “I compartmentalized it in my mind,” he said. “I rationalized. I minimized. I would stop while preaching and teaching on it.”
Mr. Burgin’s exposure came during a spell of particularly high internet activity. A series of stress-filled events—his father died, his eldest son left for college, and he relocated to a new church—drove him to new levels of daring. He left undone the practiced ritual of covering his tracks, failing to delete his computer’s history and temporary internet files. “I got sloppy, and I got caught,” he said.
Mr. Burgin’s wife of 25 years did the catching and unlocked the cage of her husband’s secret monster by releasing printouts of his activity to various church leaders. She then chose divorce, taking the couple’s young daughter with her. His ministry and family lost, his reputation soiled, Mr. Burgin turned to the church for help and found little. “Churches didn’t know how to handle me,” he said.
The numbers in several studies indicate that a lot of bible beating, church going pious folks are getting down and dirty in front of their monitors with their pants down at their ankles.
The Bible likens lust to adultery and fornication, both expressly forbidden. Nevertheless, Mr. Burgin’s disaster is far from unique:
• A 2003 survey from Internet Filter Review reported that 47 percent of Christians admit pornography is a major problem in their homes.
• An internet survey conducted by Rick Warren of Saddleback Church in 2002 found 30 percent of 6,000 pastors had viewed internet porn in the last 30 days.
• A Christianity Today Leadership Survey in 2001 reported 37 percent of pastors have viewed internet porn.
• Family Safe Media reports 53 percent of men belonging to the Christian organization Promise Keepers visit porn sites every week.
• One in seven calls to Focus on the Family’s Pastoral Care Hotline is related to internet pornography.
• Today’s Christian Woman in 2003 found that one in six women, including Christians, struggles with pornography addiction.
These moral high ground claims of the Right have no merit when you’ve got numbers like these exposing the two-faced “moral leaders” that have such a warped relationship with sexuality. All the praying in the world didn’t stop them from logging on to view what they condemn from the pulpit on Sundays.